I hate the world, sorry.

This is probably the first time that i have gone into something negative, but i feel compelled. Today i completed the Child Protection course for people working with children. After todays course i feel really down. we had to go through all the types of abuse and statistics and such. i hate that we must have these rules. Throughout the course she kept saying that we live in a broken world (that being the reason for the need for rules) and it was only afterwards that i realised the meaning of this. Admittidly i was tired after evening church where, with one away, i was organising, and i hadn't had any lunch and i had been going all day. However, now, sitting at home i now realise why i felt so down. from doing the course, it makes me so very, hugely worried about my close friends at church. i now feel the need to desperately search for some good in this world, and i know the only possible place i can truly find it is with God. I hope that God will reveal this goodness to me soon cause i see no positive in the world at the moment, none at all, where is it? All of these rules make me not want to do any type of teaching. Well, as the rain pours down, and the sound of thunder fills the dark, grey land, i hope that things look up and i can see the sun again.