Well yes Andrew, it has been a while since i have updated. It has been rather busy trying to work out work timings and also uni timings and the two together.
It recent times, since the last blog, i have been busy growing, well God has been busily growing me! In more than just work or uni or church but all aspects of my life. I have settled a bit since my junior years, with alot of the credit going to (always God) but his gift of the beautiful Jess. He continues to teach me alot about life, his love for me and what love is and all that sort of thing through her. So that helps me feel more steady in this wierd world, more calm and confident, more relaxed and not as worried, sometimes anyway, sometimes it does get overwhelming still but i feel i'm on my way.
The change is probably threefold....or maybe more
1. i feel myself growing in how in how i study
i feel that i am getting into habits of actually doing great work, like summarising the big picture with the little parts instead of approaching the whole thing and going through it one at a time...i mean instaed of reading a chapter and just summarising it all which is a huge job, setting myself to summarise the chapter objectives using the txt so that my summarising is guided and not just unscripted so to speak. so i find this is getting better, i'm learning (in all these areas) to focus on one thing at a time and not put as much pressure to read everyword of the readings (as much as i want to) so that i have the general gist for the lecture and making smaller bight sized chunks. i feel god is helping me with this all. (ps from the spell check that blogger has nicely put in, i have learnt that i can't spell summarising) (still, i had to change that one there too!)
2. i feel myself growing in the way that i approach life
i feel, again, that i am moving to try and grasp one thing at a time (as much as i can) i have always been one to see something, like all the desirable things to learn from the bible and from uni lectures and gone...i want it all......NOW! so i try and take it in but i can't and get frustrated and leave it and then get another burst later down the line, do a bit then stop in frustration. when i focus on the one thing at a time i have enough time to it feels better, but i think that is probably also cause god is giving me the peace to be able to focus on it. i wonder sometimes why he didn't do this earlier but it has worked out well! (well duh, he was planning it!)
3. i feel myself growing in how i approach church and such areas
i am trying also to become less lazy, and take some advise from nike and "just do it" i do tend to think a lot about things before i do them (thanks jess for helping me think about it :) ) so i am trying as hard as i can to just do things, don't think that things will take up so much time and not wanting to start, just getting on with it a bit and go, now i'm going to do this. i am trying to in my spare time, instead of just fliking on the tv and laying there and it bringing out the couch potato in me, to read my book 'What's so amazing about grace' (which has been great at instigating alot of these changes) and just read a chapter, trying to cut myself off when i say that i want to watch tele and jsut to start reading.....i usually feel better when i do! but i haven't been doing that alot lately so i need to get back into it! and i feel like saying that this year cause i'm doing business and management subjects i keep looking at service and how businesses are run and what makes them good/bad and the marketing points etc. last year it was sitting on the bus watching people's non verbal and verbal communication!!!
Oh and i have a new favourite company....like when i found hayman and putting pics on my computer of it....not at that stage yet but i have found that company Orient-Express Hotels Trains and Cruises which i just find really cool. as much as i was having some trouble with motivation at westin, i feel that God was helping me now realise that i couldn't have gone straight into my prefered company after coming back from Hayman, i needed to learn about city hotels and get to know the company instead of trying to do it all realy quickly when i got back. anyway, i think it is really cool and i have heaps of time to explore it and see if it is viable. the two hotels in australia are The Observatory Hotel in Sydney and Lillianfells guest house in the blue mountains. check them out :p
http://www.orient-express.com/web/luxury/luxury_travel.jsp
I think that is all for the moment...no, i take that back, that is all i can remember for the moment and there is surely much, much more.